I kind of lied to you all

nobody in banff or from my past thinks that I'm nice...they think I'm dangerous...but I am not dangerous....I want to say I have a bit of a bruised ego and a darkened heart but not dangerous..I wouldn't hurt a fly...or a mosquitoe at all.

I must have done something to her to make her go silent...what I did I'm not sure but when I talk to her again sometime I'll let you giys know but since I haven't heard from her in 20 years I highly doubt it will happen..

Hope everyone is doing well and have a good night...

umm...

For the better part of 20 years I've been holding onto finding ways to talk to willow who I met in banff 20 years ago this year. I've done everything in my will to find her and get in contact with her but have lost countless banff friends because of it. I'm sorry for all the things she saw me do..

She made me feel like part of this world more than anyone has ever n my life...I live a dismal life I tell you..

So no more willow, no more celebrating her bday...or anything else of thar matter...

Have a good day